So it has been a while, a lot has changed within.
I am not one for big words or essays but I have been told that I should share some of my experiences with Elhaz readers.
Here is one that has worked really well for me.
A little history to see the need for this magik:
I own my own business and for a while there we were doing it tough so I decided to do a little Fehu magic.
Nothing from a book just straight from the heart. No pre planing just a dark night and a sword.
On my property I have made a 7 foot Elhaz surrounded by 5-10 kg stones carved in runes that sit next to a dam.
After a silent meditation I began chanting Fehu.
Picking up the Fehu stone I slammed it against my head 5 or 6 times until I felt the blood flow.
With each blow my eyes were blinded by a piercing light as though lightning was striking through my body.
Feeling such rage I grabbed my sword along the blade and carved a Fehu rune over my face pushing the point so it felt as I was cutting my skull.
Once I had done this I started dragging the point of my blade down my forearms until slipped into a quiet trance. Where I stayed for how long I do not know.
The results of this outburst of emotion and rage were amazing. At the time work was very quite and things where looking pretty grim. I felt as though the stability for my family was under threat. The thought of failing my children was ever present.
Three days after the Fehu magik work came flooding in to the point I was working 16 hr days to keep up.
I have been able to move my business out of the city and closer to home, saving $70k a year in rent.
I was expecting to lose some client due to the distance I moved but instead we are gaining new clients on a daily basis.
I feel that it is the connection and the power you apply to your magik that makes it work not what someone else tells you is right.